Ako si princess. grade three pa lang ako. palagi ko nang kaklase si Ivan. pati sa highschool , hanggang ngayong college.

magkaibigan kasi mga magulang namin. kaya kung nasaan ako, nandun din siya.

Isang araw…

“bakit sumali ka ng fraternity?” —princess

“wala lang  gusto ko lang.” —ivan

“alam mo bang delikado yan?” —princess

“alam ko tong pinapasok ko.” —ivan

matapos ang araw na yun, hindi ko na siya nakikita sa school. hindi na rin siya nagtetext. kamusta na kaya siya?

pinuntahan ko siya sa bahay nila, pero hindi ko siya naabutan. namimiss ko na yong bestfriend ko. namimiss ko na si ivan.

ang lalaking lihim kong minamahal..

lumipas ang mga araw. madalang na siyang pumapasok. minsan kinausap ko siya,

pero parang iniiwasan niya ako.

“ano na bang nangyayari sayo ivan?” —princess

“wala” —ivan

“meron kang hindi sinasabi sa akin” —princess

“wala akong dapat sabihin” —ivan

“anong wala? bakit palagi kang absent?…

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Why I Can’t Move On

Hindi talaga madali ang magmove on!

These I Wrote For You

Dear Marah,

I just can’t endure your company, at least not yet,” this is the last thing you ever said before I decided to finally walk back. I was utterly devastated that I realized moving forward would only kill me, so I walked back.

And now that I’m far enough to see you again, full-frame, I realized some things have changed. And these, I would want you to know.

In this letter are the emotions our situation have concocted for me, brewed for years. Here are the moments of enlightenment, together with the long and dragging times of benightedness. I’m sharing these to you, like I used to, to tell you the whole reason why I cannot move on. And the truth is, it’s because I loved you so damn much.

It took me several months of keeping myself from saying “don’t worry, I probably won’t be…

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23 Things Only People Who Love Spending Time Alone Will Understand

It’s also nice to be alone 🙂

Thought Catalog

Sascha KohlmannSascha Kohlmann

1. A weekend in which you have no plans, no responsibilities, and nowhere at all to be, ranks as one of the best weekends you’ll ever have.

2. Sometimes friends will try to make plans with you and you have no reason to decline except for the fact that you just want to be alone that day. (Your plan is to have no plans, people need to understand that by now, right?)

3. A good album, book, or television show can keep your attention far longer than any party, club, or bar could.

4. Going away to a remote cabin in the middle of the woods to just exist for a period of time sounds like the best idea for a vacation that you can think of.

5. There is nothing more exciting than planning a long, solo road trip, because you know you’re going to be able…

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